亡命之徒

在學校出卷時, 無聊地上著facebook, 聽著自己post上去的youtube音樂, 發現原來自己於3月時曾經post過一首Desperado! 自己對於這首老歌的心情比較複雜......由第一次聽, 不知道歌詞時, 覺得很悶; 到後來人漸大了, 對於這些classical pop songs會帶著崇拜的心情, 但還未至於愛!

直到幾年前木村托哉主演的'華麗一族'將這首Desperado拿來做主題曲時, 我才去嘗試了解當中歌詞的意義......才發覺原本劇中的角色都為了自己的理想和目的,做出一些連親情也不顧的事, 他們在自己的人生中像賭徒般的幹著, 到最後主角自殺, 父親發現自己迫死以為是祖父和自己妻子產下的孽種, 原來是自己千真萬確的親生兒子! 整套劇都令我覺得很沉鬱! 而主題曲卻又是那麼貼題! 這令我開始愛上這首Desperado!

回想起3月時為什麼會post這首歌呢? 歌詞是這樣的:

Desperado
Why don't you come to your senses
You've been out riding fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
But I know that you've got your reasons
These things that are pleasing you can hurt you somehow
Don't you draw the Queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
The Queen of hearts is always your best bet
How it seems to me some fine things have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones you can't get <--為什麼總是沒有珍惜放在眼前的, 而去追求一些虛無飄渺的呢?

Desperado Oh, you ain't getting no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're driving you home
Freedom, ah, freedom! That's just some people talking
Your prison is walking thru this world all alone <---這句像是說著現在的我!
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day <-----------這都是我3月時的心情!
You're losing all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses
Come down from your fences open the gate
It may be raining But there's a rainbow above you <---我的彩虹會出現嗎?
You better let somebody love you
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late


聽到紅色的幾句時, 直到今天再聽, 都會有眼淚落下......
為什麼呢? 為什麼那麼愚蠢呢? 為什麼在3月時我沒有選擇我應行的路呢?